The Feeling

The feeling is back again Once again I am back to where I started Only this time The feeling is stronger Choking my ever-silent throat I don't find fear in this I find a path to release To think about a way to sleep Forever And join the earth in time Yet the idea of hope Keeps the flame holding on Like an ember Still the feeling is calling And I am yet to find its answer So it will crawl into me Until the day I am seen by a true set of eyes That will not judge by glance alone Bringing my soul in to view But fear I shall For none in this world has such a gift And I ghost I will stay To end life by my hands Or let the reaper slowly hunt me down And finish off this feeling of invisible to the world