The Eulogy 1994 to The End

I am here for a short time Sadly luckily my time has come. I am not sick or anything. But death is close to me all at once and suddenly. I felt his breath all around me I fear I am dead; I gave up on me. None of you really did believe in me You see, we are gods; once that ceased I did not exist I am ashamed of dying and leaving you alone I am ashamed but tired death is sitting at the throne I am okay I am thankful I tried and failed I am certain I tried I did my best But darkness is here There is no light at the end My body was nothing I abused it to the end I believed in happiness I never met her; I am dead I never lived here, but I wrote some poems. It was such a short time I longed for love. Some people loved me. But myself I wasn't in love. I struggled and grappled. For life after death I died a long time There is nothing to cry. I died a long time ago; there is nothing to try.