The Enemy

This past year I have found out what i am made of
And that which I am not
I bend but do not break 
I am sensitive but I am not weak
I am tired yet I keep going
One foot in front of the other
Mile disappearing after mile
I do not feel the weariness until I'm ready to collapse 
I don't want to stop moving 
The need to keep moving forward overpowering 
Yet the fear of the dark paralyzing
This is where my demons play
Turning my world upside down 
Enemies lurk around every corner
My hand gripping the handle of my knife so tightly it becomes numb 
But I do not loosen it
I will remain still for hours all sensation leaving my body
So as not to give my position away 
Every tree an enemy hides
Every noise he's getting closer 
My mind has betrayed me once again 
Confusing my reality
Real or not real a game I play
Sometimes I win to often I loose
With the dawn my strength returns 
My armor is back in place
I have survived another night
The enemy...
Real or not real
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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