The End of Chapter Eight

It's hard to write with all these tears dripping from my eyes The pain I feel inside is more that one could bare, my broken scene becomes my reality Times are ever so difficult, what can I do, I will never erease whom i used to be Those days of tears will always be in your memory for ever and ever As long as you see the old in me you will never believe, and I am realizing that It's your choice not to believe, my fault for failing and so you want us to end One thing you can always count on is that I didnt give up I have no words in my simple heart and mind to reach out to your heart And as you go, I feel all of my dreams leave me, and i become an empty vessel What am I to do with all this love I feel for you? You say give it to someone else but how? Today you ask me to part your life forever, and in death only then might you hear about me You will stand there, and cry your heart out asking yourself "what if" Its hard to understand, yet if I dont then I am a fool Today I die, dont worry I wont come back into your life I wish you the best, find that person that will always say what you want to hear Find that person who will support you in anything and everything I stand clear today that the only way of showing my love is real, is by not being in your life Find that person whom will stay loyal to your love Please dont ever blame me, because I stood to the last minute, in the name of what I feel One day you will come back, but only this poem will remain Write it down, memorize it, for my face you shall never see again, all I do is hurt you You are very good at pretending, therefore you give your love just as easy to another I am Romeo, and I stay true to my real love, maybe not perfect but loyal Good bye, and I wish you the best I did not do this to us I didnt quit Your heavy heart refuses to forgive, to forgive whole heartedly So only putting me past the walls of your eye will you forgive me The love you have for me will never die, but I to you will Good bye, and always remember there WAS ONCE a poet whom stood still Be happy, I lost, but reality is you will never forgive me, but God has.