The End of Beginings

Here I am On the bottom Looking up Here I am All these lies I’ve given up I’m so tired Of being bad But I can’t stop I can never stop… Here I go Clawing my eyes out To stop the pain Here I go Screaming in silence Cause I’m filled with shame I’m tired of hurting Everyone around me I feel possessed The devil inside me Can’t you see? I’m trying so hard Living my life Like the flip of a tarot card This feeling of dread Is so strong Am I going insane? Or have I been here all along…