John Monteblanco Poet Lyric

The Emotional Mess I Call My Heart

Yesterday was another day.
I gave a hundred dollars to you in my mind.
You and I kissed under a famous cherry tree.
But this was all in my fantasies.
I try to find you at school, but when you and I connect it's like my world becomes a 
mess!
Who's going to clean my heart?
Who am I to blame?
How many lies will I have to make up?
I love you, but do you love me too?
I'm creating a gigantic mess!
Should I walk into the abyss or continue stalking you?
I know you won't accept me for who I am.
That's why I try so hard to clean up this stupid mess I call my heart!
But you never agreed
to a relationship with me.

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Andrea Dietrich March 5, 2011 at 9:49 PM john, this seems sad to me. You should do neither of these: walking into the abyss or stalking. Just be youself and if someone can't like you for that, you move on! An excellent title for your poem and a feeling that I am sure many people can relate to. I felt like this for someone years ago! (a very stupid phase of my life)