The Echos of Rain

The Echos of Rain''' Smiling in the light is a friendly face Where did they go when I was bleeding on the floor alone with rope hanging in a closet like despair slowly swaying with voices screaming no one cares The pendulum in my heart is crying betrayal tattooing my body with scars of abandonment as I am waiting for death with a rose held tightly in my hand dripping blood thorns tearing my flesh with these thoughts inside my head I am amiss..... Does the broken heart truly heal or does it mend by another a way to replace the pain like calls from the dead are eerie echos in a graveyard of unrest I've lived with so much tragedy years fading away with every time I look in the mirror I see myself this way The clock ticks.... Tormented by the past I cant seem to get away the night bleeds for me as I slowly go insane dreaming of a place that is fair feeling alone when I am here waiting for the rain where are my friends It's like they disappeared Yet I am still here....