The Direction of My Life

I have always wanted to be a grown up I thought it was 100 percent easy But it turns out I was wrong , I am not sure Yet but I have an uneasy feeling about this. Highschool has been a rollercoaster ride It was fun but sometimes it was painful, There were times when I felt like quiting And times when I felt like staying forever. Now am about to finish highschool and I am somehow confused as to what is next What am I going to do with my life next year? I am more than confused really Back in my mind I am starting to realise That being an adult is not as easy as I Imagined it to be , next year I will be On my own it seems , god be with me .