The Diamond

I do mistakes I'm insecure Inside of you I look for cure I have bad thoughts I can't explain Sometimes my life It's full of pain Sometimes my life It's full of sorrow I'm so poor Nothing to borrow There's no today There's no tomorrow Nowhere to go No one to follow Sometimes my life It's not so bright It is sometimes I loose the light But you're there With all your love You lift me up So high above You calm me down You make me rest When you're there I give my best But when you're gone Gone with the wind I feel as I Have gone and sinned Sometimes I'm strong Sometimes I'm weak Sometimes I sing Then I can't speak Sometimes I'm free Free like a bird I'm first and second And then I'm third Sometimes in heaven Sometimes in hell Sometimes feel good Others not well Sometimes I'm blessed Under your spell Sometimes I'm armed And then no shell Sometimes atrocious Excruciating Sometimes old corpses I'm excavating When will be peace ? When will be light ? When be no fear ? When be no fight? Why there's no stop? Why there's no block? Why all these demons Allowed to shock? Why ones it's cold And then it's warm Why is it balsam And then it's harm Why is there pain? Why is there grief? Why demolition? Why such mischief? Why is there up? Why is there down? Is it a circus? Am I a clown? And if it is I play my role I'm a diamond I'm not coal!!