The Demon Wins Again

How long has it been I ask myself? But really I don’t want to know Yet the fear is still there, I feel it And I know by now it really shows I can taste the mind of that being That lives deep inside my soul As it guides me down, always down To places I should never go I’m living a mirrored life it seems That shows opposite sides of me And no matter how much I try and cry I can’t seem to wrestle free I’ll take it all to the grave one day This double life I have chose As a few walk me to the grave As winter brings on the snows My youth was gobbled up real fast An old dead man is now what you see That evil that lives inside Has finally won its victory