The Darkness No One Knew I Had

Sunshine, Rainbows I had all I wanted to everything I've ever needed Playing everything nice and slow Now look, think, fast forward Rewind, pause I'm stuck in the past One that was once meaningful A bittersweet laugh A downright dubious smile Finally fed up with all my Manipulative monster-like Thunderstruck thoughts Darkness a new light Sadness a companion Regret a great pleasure Do I convey a happy persona? Does no one realize my pain? This flesh eating, soul crushing Sinful darkness no one knew I had