The Crooked Town Called Home

Why is the winter soo long?
 why do i blame myself?
Tell me its not allowed
perfect world

I never knew what i was gonna be
Its true and what about your therapist
and whose not invited
I'll lead you to your roadside
and you can take over from there
but you lifted me up
and live your life
why shouldn't i?
get the whole story
now im worthy of the sky above
see you in the rearview
Sue is put aside
click click
dont let the thunder fall

We're all a little unchained insane

inside
tumor of sadneess
in the end she doesn't know why
hung out to dry 
she bursts out!


method to the madness


Unshy terror of this small town
Small town
nothing unknown

I know your love
have experienced before
But not me

Fear takes over all the time
unseen
everyone knows everything
such fascinational findings 

hot blooded objectionate racing
places inside of me
souveneirs of sadness
punches of fists
flying legs
kicks
control


why is this town soo tiny?
soo crooked
click click
and everyone is gone?
see them woken up one day?
And understand why I slide?

I dont need you

 if im not unworthy of this shared flatterment 
knowing exactly what to do
methoid to the madness
left alone at the roadside?
control
and here I blame myself
and you scream it
anyone have this?
what do you have to say
you happy now?

in the snow
you drag it on and on 
But not me

perfect world
deleted defeat restetted memories
hear it
poor sweet sacrifice
I don't know what it means

Switch

I woke up
they made it clear 
back then
int he schoolyard
im grown up and hardcore
playing hopscotch
up and out to dry at the roadside
will I see you

and it calls me
im still awake

but dreaming

 perfect world
and what are we supposed to do?
exactly?
resting memories
innocent drowning eyes
still inside and loosing grip
whats happening?
whose not allowed if not me?
see my therapist
and make me sick
How de we separate the lies form the truth?
the door tore open

she was muttering to herself
she didn't have any answers
I don't think

not this time
soo many questions
loosely based story
living to break you sacrificial one day
real nightmares i don't know

why was the town there at all?
crooked people
I don't know

crooked crazy place

left over feelings
Forget my name

drown in roses pain paid to pay
does you heart tell me to watch shepherds sway?

why am, i un allowed to be invited to this place?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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