The Crooked Town Called Home
Why is the winter soo long?
why do i blame myself?
Tell me its not allowed
perfect world
I never knew what i was gonna be
Its true and what about your therapist
and whose not invited
I'll lead you to your roadside
and you can take over from there
but you lifted me up
and live your life
why shouldn't i?
get the whole story
now im worthy of the sky above
see you in the rearview
Sue is put aside
click click
dont let the thunder fall
We're all a little unchained insane
inside
tumor of sadneess
in the end she doesn't know why
hung out to dry
she bursts out!
method to the madness
Unshy terror of this small town
Small town
nothing unknown
I know your love
have experienced before
But not me
Fear takes over all the time
unseen
everyone knows everything
such fascinational findings
hot blooded objectionate racing
places inside of me
souveneirs of sadness
punches of fists
flying legs
kicks
control
why is this town soo tiny?
soo crooked
click click
and everyone is gone?
see them woken up one day?
And understand why I slide?
I dont need you
if im not unworthy of this shared flatterment
knowing exactly what to do
methoid to the madness
left alone at the roadside?
control
and here I blame myself
and you scream it
anyone have this?
what do you have to say
you happy now?
in the snow
you drag it on and on
But not me
perfect world
deleted defeat restetted memories
hear it
poor sweet sacrifice
I don't know what it means
Switch
I woke up
they made it clear
back then
int he schoolyard
im grown up and hardcore
playing hopscotch
up and out to dry at the roadside
will I see you
and it calls me
im still awake
but dreaming
perfect world
and what are we supposed to do?
exactly?
resting memories
innocent drowning eyes
still inside and loosing grip
whats happening?
whose not allowed if not me?
see my therapist
and make me sick
How de we separate the lies form the truth?
the door tore open
she was muttering to herself
she didn't have any answers
I don't think
not this time
soo many questions
loosely based story
living to break you sacrificial one day
real nightmares i don't know
why was the town there at all?
crooked people
I don't know
crooked crazy place
left over feelings
Forget my name
drown in roses pain paid to pay
does you heart tell me to watch shepherds sway?
why am, i un allowed to be invited to this place?
Copyright © Troy Jeremy Nelson | Year Posted 2007
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