The cost of Surviving war



The passed a place with deep regret 
Don’t want to remember, cannot forget
There’s  scars and wounds that will not heal
For I had to main I had to kill 
I had to follow the orders gave 
And send my foes to meet their grave 
The nights are hard for the faces live 
Inside my head they won’t forgive 
Their anger haunts my thoughts and dreams
Their words are just their eyes fordeems 
My burden to bear, untill I leave this place 
Their loved ones cry’s my fall from grace 
I can’t turn back tides or turn back time 
So bare my soul and write this Rhyme 
I whisper my apologies 
for all of my atrocities 
A soldier has to pay the price 
They bare their arms and roll the dice 
If it was not him it would be me 
I rolled a six he rolled a 3 
I wish history could be rewrote 
I wasn’t on that sea,or in that boat 
I did not land upon that shore
I have no medals in my drawer 
No strangers I did not wish to meet 
No blood soaked sand beneath my feet 
I have no faces in my head 
No one mamed no one dead 
No broken hearts no loved ones lost 

For that I would pay any cost 


By David Ashby 

21/09/2024 3.32AM
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024


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