The Blade

I feel the blade I want to fade Just so far away Please just for today or maybe forever You may never The blade is cold I am sold I see the blood I want it to flood Just watch it I want it I want to bleed out I am in doubt I cry all the time I want die all the time I want to take a bunch I want to hear the crunch I have no trust I feel like I'm going to bust All this pain It's all trained I want to feel the pain It makes me feel my brain There is no help I am fell I am in the dark I am not in the park I want to close my eyes I just want to die