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The Bell My Mother Rang

The 18th of December was her last day;
she neither knew the date nor cared to.
Gathered at the hospital, keeping vigil,
we never overcame her fright, or ours.
The pain, too great to be driven away,
was only managed with IV drips,
needles stuck in bruised appendages --
bony things, arms and legs, hands and feet.

Above the medicines and washes, 
we sniffed her scent, which, more 
than her familiar face, identified our mother -- 
a smell we never could mistake for any other. 
It went quickly as her body cooled.

The rouged and pickled carcass they 
displayed was more a statue than a person. 

We planned to bury her with homely tokens, 
like an ancient mummy: a family photo,
a brooch she liked, a pink hairbrush --
and the brass bell she rang to call
her keeper during her last years.
But, when the time came, I could not 
bear to see her leave so finally.

I took the bell from her metal box. 
Now, I ring it -- not to bring a keeper,
but to recall my mother on her birthday, 
and on many dark days when I need her.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Petersen Potter Avatar
October 23, 2014 at 12:31 PM
I am so deeply touched Larry. So beautifully written. Take care! xxx D.
Longfall Avatar
June 15, 2011 at 7:32 AM
Thank you for this write. I am deeply touched by similar experience. Well done.
Devonshire Avatar
May 7, 2011 at 10:22 AM
Leo, Kash told me I would enjoy your poetry and all I can say is "Wow!" You really have talent and are a very welcome addition to Poetry Soup. The description of your mother's death and the feelings you had at the time are ones to which many will relate. (I felt much the same when my father died.) How nice that you have a bell you can ring and ressurect her memories. I just look at my dad's photos and remember he was a great man. Peace and blessings, Carolyn
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May 7, 2011 at 12:22 AM
Very touching write.thanks for visiting my poem and alerting me about the syllable count-kash
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