The Back of My Mind

I bring it with me everywhere I go
But the desire to write won't grow
It's in the back of my mind
It's a heartache
Still held in place by that dark snake...

In a generation full of mental madness-
Where reason can't overcome sadness,
It's in the back of my mind
It's a darkness
And everything that's evil- feigns harmless

The reminder of who I used to be
Still follows behind me effortlessly
It's in the back of my mind
But my breathing-
Takes effort where effort is fleeting

Can we break this pattern of tortured souls,
Where a desire to change won't grow?
It's in the back of my mind
And it's growing
While life races on, mine is slowing
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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December 5, 2018 at 8:29 PM
This is very beautiful and edgy, JM, and my cup of tea ... introspection never stops, and neither does growth/change ... I have found much beauty in the darkness, facing my fears and darker thoughts, having victory over them, and purging that fear. This is going into my favs. Blessings.
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December 5, 2018 at 6:46 PM
forgetting self...when a life 'slows' it's sometimes best to ignore/let go the heavy emotions and strive for rationale
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