The Askance Chapter 5 Part 5d

In my world nevertheless, these reasons compels me to be alone For no one can even begin to comprehend to things of unknown Whether a curse or a deliverance to befall upon me I have not a choice, neither here nor there to ever be And having lived an unpredictable life faithfully such as mine I would redeem myself in The Ancients, as long I be given time Therefore… with the future to unfold, I have resolved myself to serve If not to ensave, death as penalty is an afterall I’m to deserve Let us be on with our way, for the night is to be awaken soon With luck, let there be light to guide us from beneath the moon” {As I sheath my metal, I stood my ground and awaited for her Awaiting… for perhaps a miracle which may yet draws near This single hope stayed with me as I followed Alkaiya along Finally knowing as well, this is indeed the world I belong After what seem forever, we decidedly stop for a moment’s rest An unfounded moment, for myself I’m unable to simply outlast There were stones, darken rocks masking the wilderness around The unsettling settles… as my time as always is to bound Sitting in my bed once more, I am without quiet relief awoken For return is but my recounted nightmare of what time beckons Before my next entry to come, will perhaps be one even harder As it is the last moment to recall, we have stumbled upon the Heaori Chamber} In my world I am but a no one A no one to everyone else who doesn’t believe Given is another world I can run Yet… its essentially hard to remain well receive Little did I thought I have escaped it all Little am I to know, my service to the Word retains With many months ago since to ignore A certainty is certainly less worthy for complains Back into The Ancients I return once again Back into hidden love, back into unfavourable dreams How else if nothing else is to remain? If not in my world but to have the other world bring Time and again, the time of the unknown revisits Always with a meaning deeper than before to believe Time after time with my mind to battle and weep Am I aged with enough faith to take another leap? A chamber where dreams meet fate Do I possess the strength to enter for dreams to come true? Will I ever be regrettably too late? To prevent the death of Alkaiya to be undoubtedly real ………………………………………………..