The Askance Chapter 5 Part 2d

Because of the poison she suffers for I must save her to see her alive and well In return, to her I cannot say I adore For the curse to measure up in us to dwell Perhaps words from Sylvius can turn out to be true Perhaps that one day will come, for our curse be lifted away Yet, what if the turnout be of negative conception knew Will our lives be led in separation of love never to say? It pains her as well as I do to admit The love she cannot have, the love I cannot give As for the promise to Ei-rian, it becomes only harder to keep The every reason, the every cause of years she believe I hope I need never explain anything to any one of them I do not mind to suffer this immeasurable pain on my own In obeying Heaven’s bidding, I guess there is a need for consent Rather I choose to have a pure path for ourselves be known In the coming days, how am I to go by? This love, this thought, this moment, this time? How much more of reasons can I conjure to deny? To admire a Sun to rise with beauty to shine ‘You may not know the sacrifice I have made for your curse You may not know the reason in my doing to honestly feel Defiance in secular interest isn’t the means of ethical love And of isolation from you, from The Ancients I’m to say now… I do love you’ ……………………