The Amalgamation of Life

I might seem cold and beyond your reach Far from your love Distant and aloof Guarded by walls To strong to shatter Stubborn and contained No deeper you may go, no further can you prevail A sinister shadow My mind paints Of love, and sweet nothings All irrational, all fake The wall remains Permitting no breach Not even a crack, no rift will it create But beyond the darkness Beyond the unwilling guide You seem to have lit a spark Immaculate a warmth, subtle,a fire Gently you urge, lovingly, towards the light That’s breaking these walls Making me fear, less, love’s sight  With time, I can see A change in the winds Stony winters depart Loving spring, you bring, to help me live A warmness, to cherish, as it thaws all my fears Frees my inhibitions Drowns out my every tear Every other, a trial, so bitter and unclean Building hatred and resentment Bringing heart wrenching sobs and gut wrenching screams Your love, however, like silk, delicately she plays Adoring, never ceasing, not passive, nor grave   No fretting, agonizing, deeply rooted, so chaste No fear of disappearance, Like the glamorous crystals of rain.  Each morning, I wake To feel your love so great, To mingle and meddle And hold your embrace To tease, and love, to forgive and forget Of jealously and protectiveness Of comfort, day and night and all that’s within. Tête-à-têtes, aplenty.Sweet nothings, galore Imploring and yearning, the distance to explode Bashfully timid, those kisses that burn Soft whispers, fond gazing, with butterflies and curling toes   Of sweethearts, darling dearests,    Of endearments, and flowers      A love so ardent, so sanely insane. Meaningful, not empty, your words will remain For love, that you give Romantic, yes, but not plain Each moment with you, my love it shall grow For seconds and minutes, I calculate no more Complete and new, not hollow and cold My dearest I shall love you, not leave you forever more   Steady, firm, not cowardly, this love was born Intense, she blossoms, intent, never flawed For life, it seems, to have found my paramour To live and be with To marry and grow old So know this my dearest My love shall remain With endless mingling, our souls, forever infinitely. Beyond all. Shall prevail