The Decision

This is a big decision, That I need to make. Everyone says, That it is to soon. But I look at them, and laugh. I show them that, I am more confident, In the choices I make. But at night I think, Am I ready for this, Life changing decision? I think of my life, before I met you. I don't think I have felt, this much for anyone. So I ask myself again, Am I ready for you? AmI ready to trust, With all that I have? Am I ready to risk, My heart and my soul? I want to say yes, Because that is what my heart, is telling me to say. But I want to run away, Because my heart is not ready, For my mind is yelling at me. My heart is racing, I'm so confused. What should I do? I always let my heart, do the leading, But how can I trust, that my heart is in the right. When I see your smile, You heal my heart. You make me feel, like I did before, this thing called love, Took over my life.