Tell Them

I used to think you were the one My own the last to be mine Yet you were a monster Deceiving me and i fell for an imposter My heart is bleeding like bust sewage pipes My mind is crying ice blocks of pain My soul is burning but your face is fading away with my tears I used to be afraid I used to be sad and mad But now I no longer care like you do It's no longer painful as it used to too You broke my heart a thousand times and never bothered to say you're sorry While I begged you every time for your time you never had time to hear my story I remember vividly the cold nights I spend curled in my sheets lonely Only to wake up bleeding for you With scares and bruises from the hell you put me through Now go on shame me Tell them as you claim that I am a fool Tell them I stink like fresh stool Tell them I am moody and my face is always blue That I was just a tool wrapped around you like a spool But now you are fading away into the shadows of my time Where I won't reach even in a dream Were you won't exist even in name I remember dialling your number a hundred times and the only voice I got was a voice note the times you picked your phone you would be busy and I would wonder how easy it was for you that word to spit Or your phone would be going flat Or you would say it's a little too late And pain would reap through my ribs leaving my heart at its own mercy As your wicked thumb drop my call with no remorse So go on shame me Tell them I am the one to blame That I am not a real man but a clown That I am mean and have no plan That I am just a useless picture frame That I will never change but remain the same That I am filthy and impure Tell them from the beginning you were unsure But I am healing as my tears faints And happier the darker the shadows you paint I hear you are saying that I am immature I hear you are talking about me being insecure I hear you're laughing that I am poor Now I look through your pics and wonder how I fell for such a monster The last time you called a minute call felt like an hour So go on Tell them you have moved on Tell them you never felt at home Tell them you don't love me anymore Tell them you never loved me at all But the lies you told me and laughed with your ***** friends that I fell for I will shove them one at a time on your face Until I dress you bare into the pig that you are And No leSS