Tears of Despair

i listen as each rain drop settles on my face easing my mind to a comforting place i feel the water rolling down my skin and here is where my sorrow begins i part my lips and try to form words but no sound escapes, nothing is heard except for my tears of despair my tears join the trails of rain so soft, so pale, yet so plain here i stand tortured again weary expressions and burning eyes while standing in the rain i bow my head as i silently cry memories are flashing through my head i just want everything i know about you to be dead my eyes full of pain you stare in them, my story you gain going deep down inside now theres nothing i can hide im running out of lies to say i cant take another day why do these feelings still stay why havent you completely faded away the memories i cant slay another tear treads down my cheek i have no words, i cannot speak