Taken By Surprise

i was taken by surprise, ive never gotten any sighs, the feelings i disguised, she could see them in my eyes. one thousand real failed tries, trapped in spiders web like flies, it doesnt matter, black bow ties, darkened rainbow, different dyes. no one listens to my cries, i just want love instead of lies, i wont wait until it dries, because my life is made from sties. the day has just begun, when the sun begins to rise, no i dont think that im cool, wearing clothes that arnt my size, i can not wait for all my friends, saying heys hellos and hise, i do not want another girl, because im done with such goodbyes.