Take the Lead

I'm in control now and I think that's what I need I need to miss you and think 'could this really be?' I need to be in the waiting game that causes me stress but it's the only way to know I look at your picture, and see a boy but I hope for the day you'll turn out to be the man I know you can be I need to look at you in a different light Whether it means poems everyday or just plain writing I don't want to be another number because I still care I want to rise above them all Please don't hate me It's just another speed bump to slow it down but that's why I'm in the lead