Superficially Challenged

It disappears in a glimmer The surroundings grow dimmer Sun starts fading away Blue skies turn to gray Cannot seem to keep focus Change it all with just some hocus pocus On a downhill path to self destruction Ignoring all guidance or instruction Fighting an endless battle to stay sane Common sense is pouring down the drain Wanting something solid to trust Crumbles away and blows with the dust Internal bleeding inside this heart Searching for some point to restart Consuming to just maintain control Why does life seem so superficial