Sun

I long for the sun To shine my way Waiting for the day to begin In sunrays of sun...shine... Wish you weren't my...friend after all is said and done I wish for something more I forlorn all the more...one I adore... Hit to the core...need I say more? You bore me with words left unspoken and empty like a corridor... You left me behind some more Just let me have some sun...shine... Wish you weren't my...friend after all is said and done I'm done being defeated by you Infected by rue, jaded by you Rejected by you...this, I say is true Who knew I'd be sick with the love flu out of the blue Sun is my art from the start...it's none... Of your business if I jumped off the gun I get triggered...triggered...triggered... By you and you alone Mutual friendship doesn't matter anymore As long as I'm with family all the more All the more All the more Because I'm done With you, taking my sun And darkening it bit by bit Let me shine for a change Let me shine for a change... Change is a challenging chore and what goes around comes back around... I got to walk on sea shells and ice just to sacrifice all of me...coughing and bleeding and breathing heavily on the ground Graze in your own maze... I'll be having it my way You can't take my gaze Off of you today...today... I'm dependent on being independent I'm different and unique - so what? Whatever happens happens... Whatever...just whatever... You got me speechless You got me regardless Nonetheless, I'm... Nevertheless, I'm... Beloved sun and destiny of happiness that has just begun Moonshine... Wish you weren't a friend of mine... I'd rather reach out to the sun I'd rather reach out to the sun But...I can't and I shouldn't... And I wouldn't...dare...break...your...sunshine... Darling of mine, someday, you'll shine... You'll always be mine XOXO away the pain XOxo away the rain xoXO away your gain xOxO away your strain XoXo away your brain...train...down the drain... Get out of your circle... Be my triangle of infinity... Just, oh just... Be my sun, Son... © J.W. Earnings