Sun

I long for the sun
To shine my way
Waiting for the day to begin
In sunrays of sun...shine...
Wish you weren't my...friend after all is said and done

I wish for something more
I forlorn all the more...one I adore...
Hit to the core...need I say more?
You bore me with words left unspoken and empty like a corridor...
You left me behind some more
Just let me have some sun...shine...
Wish you weren't my...friend after all is said and done

I'm done being defeated by you
Infected by rue, jaded by you
Rejected by you...this, I say is true
Who knew I'd be sick with the love flu out of the blue

Sun is my art from the start...it's none...
Of your business if I jumped off the gun
I get triggered...triggered...triggered...
By you and you alone

Mutual friendship doesn't matter anymore
As long as I'm with family all the more
All the more
All the more

Because I'm done
With you, taking my sun
And darkening it bit by bit

Let me shine for a change
Let me shine for a change...
Change is a challenging chore and what goes around comes back around...
I got to walk on sea shells and ice just to sacrifice all of me...coughing and bleeding and breathing heavily on the ground

Graze in your own maze...
I'll be having it my way
You can't take my gaze
Off of you today...today...

I'm dependent on being independent
I'm different and unique - so what?
Whatever happens happens...
Whatever...just whatever...

You got me speechless
You got me regardless
Nonetheless, I'm...
Nevertheless, I'm...
Beloved sun and destiny of happiness that has just begun

Moonshine...
Wish you weren't a friend of mine...
I'd rather reach out to the sun
I'd rather reach out to the sun

But...I can't and I shouldn't...
And I wouldn't...dare...break...your...sunshine...
Darling of mine, someday, you'll shine...
You'll always be mine
XOXO away the pain
XOxo away the rain
xoXO away your gain
xOxO away your strain
XoXo away your brain...train...down the drain...

Get out of your circle...
Be my triangle of infinity...
Just, oh just...
Be my sun, Son...

© J.W. Earnings
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020


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