Summers Night Lite Sky's

Summer sky's have never seem so dark I think I'm tearing us apart My past is to deep to keep us hear Listing to the birds chirp as the sun rise Seeing the moon fade away and hide with me suffocated in your arms Wrapped so tight around me it is my only security Because if I am not lying in you bed I don't feel safe If your not whispering sweet nothing in my ears Then what should I face The truth No because the truth is that you don't love me The truth is that I don't love you We just love the thought of each other And that I can blame my self . but the only time we connect is when you are inside of me If your are not There I don't feel nothing But a bottom less pit of what ifs. What if you actually love me What if I told you the truth What if we actually gave a damn What if you could be the proof that love actually exists In this crooked twisted world that we live in But its time to put up the toys . and stop telling white lies And stop playing pretend because if you begin with a lie that is how it will end And I am done with living my life in sin