Suicide Note

I'm writing you this to let you know how disgusted I am 
of self
I'm a rebel so it's time I rebelled against you, repel out of 
your hands
if I stand in you it's sinking sand, foreign land, I don't 
belong here
nor to you, your hold on me is mentally emotionally and 
spiritually
abusing me, can't you see what you're doing to me. I feel 
trapped
I'm captured in the sanctity of my own mind I need 
freedom 
but...you won't let me leave on my own free will we been 
threw
hell and back you live in me I die in you, your hard to kill. 
How does
it feel! knowing you have total control in this world of me, 
you thought 
you could hold me down keep me grounded, but let this 
note be a 
reminder I shall be set free from bondage, since my flesh 
is the only thing
you can influence within me...we'll see what kinda 
dominion you have when
kill the old and Christ Jesus resurrects me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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