Suicide Note

if this was a suicide note 
i would say i’m sorry.
i’d fill the holes of my broken life
with flowery words on paper.

if this was a suicide note,
i would ask for forgiveness.
i’d beg that you wouldn’t think too hard
or be burdened by my passing.

if this was a suicide note,
i would spill all my secrets out-
like milk on a table.
i’d tell the truth
and i’d bare my soul that has long since gone.

if this was a suicide note,
i’d let you in.
like the children who long to return home once the sun has set,
i’d let you in.

but this is not.

so the holes stay empty,
the milk in its glass.
the children play on the streets in the sun.
and i am still here.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

Poem

Post Comments

Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.

Please Login to post a comment

Seeker Avatar
July 27, 2020 at 8:17 PM
Beautiful and touching ... Yet in the prelude to so wishing ... In the gap between intent and action ... Lies freedom from precipitation ... In prayerful, identity dissolved meditation
Cholt Avatar
July 27, 2020 at 3:34 PM
Powerfully written. A deep, meaningful and sad poem, that I and I suspect many more can relate to. It's poems like this one that help people cope with the trials and tribulations of life.
Get a Premium Membership
Turn off ads, get more exposure for your poetry, and get more features with a Premium Membership.
Book: Diverse Voices: The Poetry of Human Rights and the Pursuit of Peace