Suicide ?

We’ll never meet You’re not known to me But I still care Mathematical man me Calculations my game But I’ve had my turn Of tormenting emotional pain Intense and so unbearable Escape seems impossible And Worse at night Similar and almost exact the Unbearable a loud persistent sound Not like TNT an explosive bang Over too soon The impulse would be a mercy gift Linger your patience on An escape possible By science and study A sounds intensity and power varies by The Rule of the Inverse of the Square of the Distance Listen Loud the un-bearable sound is softer Intensity at two miles is a quarter that of one mile Four miles it’s a sixteenth Its maths A little out of fashion in these emotional times Time grants pain a softer edge Endure if you can Maybe a duty to ones self But old memories less hurt We, I don’t want you to go