Suicidal Portals

I say I'm going to a better place How do I know? I've seen other realities When you die you're resurrected to a new life Sometimes better Other times not Those of us who kill ourselves meet old friends We cannot say hi For they do not remember us We may not remember our jumps but we know we are old souls and become wiser What do we call the space between our death and a new life? Our suicidal portals.