Suicidal Affair

Tears are falling freely down upon the floor, Anger seeping in me deep into my core. I as the artist with a blade as my tool, Carve like a sculpter, my skin as my mural. The war is almost over and the fight's just begun, I feel my trust shatter as your lies come undone The look you gave with your eyes so cold not a care, Told me that you used me for pleasure and your secret love affair. I need to release the guilt that I feel inside, Because the girl whom you cheated doesn't know about your lie. How could you be so selfish and think you can have it all, Two girls wrapped round your finger like two clueless barbie dolls. Your false love breaks upon me like glass thrown to the floor, Pick up the pieces quickly to carve myself some more. Now I lay here painless because I'm numbed up inside, Consciousness slipping away so no more tears tonight. I fly into the sky with two angels as my wings, carrying me to heaven while their dreamy voices sing.