Suddenly the Beauty Fades

suddenly the beauty fades and the masquerade becomes a crimson deluge somewhere out of nowhere, incoherence reveals her uglier side the stone soup of badly timed revelation is pure poison the rocks thrown at my routine dream bloodies the strength of the center and blockades the solidity of my little world suddenly enough is a microorganism growing impatient via the knowledge within the maturation i become a victim of your black confetti surprise party i want you to taste the bloody black jello of my misery however you get the flavor of my personal version of icy cold detachment all the ladders are now worn and badly damage all the attics are infested and offend with the stench of incompleteness and indecisiveness suddenly my brain goes in circles in endless speeds like a defiant spinning top i wish i could give my own brain a hassan chop maybe then all sense within me will finally come together however my journey will still never really have a true blue definition