Sudden Thoughts During a Hard Sleep

colorblind and smelling flowers
stuck in the past again
missing mom

wishing i had not spent all my money on my last trip
thoughts of the fun within
thinking of my most emotionally draining heartbreak

onanism wants to hold me at gunpoint again
shotgun blast urination
ignoring the blood within

3AM comes and me wan go back to dreamland
not thinking about leaky roofs, max romeo
thinking about the next video that moves me north

all the while i look at her sleep
i thank God for her as a result
i fall asleep knowing better now
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