Sublimated Death Wish No Longer Permeates Thru Mine Every Cell

When alive and livingsocial within webbed wide world analogous to an emotional hell I never experienced pomp and circumstances, and quavers with inconsolable tears graduation theme song popularized courtesy Sir Edward Elgar, thus suicidal ideations no longer relevant yours truly need not quell he rages against series of unfortunate events comprising his life and hard time (one protracted existential crisis) and yell like a rebel into the infinite abyss of darkness. Every subsequent high school graduation year antedated since June ninety seventy seven where yours truly stepped to the podium to secure his diploma (I barely squeaked by from one grade to the next) stricken with anxiety and experienced urge to sprint mile a minute evoking manic tear zipping by at light speed creating spindleshanks to blur as pair sorry excuse for legs burning ghee until reaching destination re: a specific rocking in casbah Kashmir actually a sought after interview with popular Emir. Personal mailer daemons aside Azrael readily befriended me before I died and ably, eagerly and willing obliged to guide these lovely bones of mine went for out of world joyride away to subterranean habitat where heavenly delight magnified sense and sensibility overarching credo unconditional kindred acceptance downplayed prejudice and pride communion among apostolic auras and personas spied greeting halo trusting word of mouth as adequate signal to be verified nullifying former dependence on prescription medication to thwart becoming zombified. The following pharmacological medications taken courtesy to cope with anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, panic attacks and generally curbing tendencies to avoid physiological symptoms such as: nausea, palmar hyperhidrosis (unrelenting sweaty palms), and vertigo. GLYCOPYRROLATE, TAB 2 MG (thrice daily) CLOMIPRAMINE CAP 50 MG (once nightly) RISPERIDONE TAB 1MG (once nightly) FLUOXETINE CAP 20MG (once daily) PRAZOSIN HCL CAP 1 MG (three pills nightly) BUSPIRONE TAB 15MG (twice daily) PRAMIPEXOLE TAB 1MG (once nightly) CLONAZEPAM TAB 0.5MG (once nightly AMITIZA 24 MCG (prescription laxative - as necessary)