Stupid

Here I sit all alone There you are with him and the feelings between you can no longer grow For now you may have him to somewhat hold But it's time to face it and let the truth be told All you long for is to be in control What do you believe he sees when and if he looks into your eyes Is it love or is he starring down someone he has silently come to dispise? Is what he's supposed to feel for you real or all pretend? Is it true love or more like distant friends? Why don't you just stop struggling and let it all come to an end? He deserves so much more than all you do And deep down even I know you deserve that to He needs love and support in which he don't receive from you He wants truth and honesty you have failed him in that area too He longs to be honored for the man he is a man who don't need to be in any way tamed He should know with no words spoken he never needs to change He can't clearly see what you're doing to him so for the moment you is who he will not blame But when it comes to me your luck has run out You are not really in love with him nor he you this I have no doubt You may really believe that for him you do so much When all it's really doing to him is making him lose touch You make him feel so week if and when things go wrong When I know all to damn well he is so strong So open your eyes wider look around and see I can fill all of his wants and needs like you would never believe He belongs with me You can close your eyes and hope, dream, and pray But I'm here to tell you when your eyes open it will not always be okay You can't push all this down and I'm not going away Does his memory of me nag you every single day Good for what you do to him I hope it eats at you in every single way There's one more thing I need to say While you continue to try and change him into the man you want him to be Remember deep inside he still really wants to be with me You and him come on you two were never meant to be He confided in me deeply but with you sincerity is so rare Leaving you to wonder how much does he in us really care But I'm telling you bluntly and all up front putting the truth all out there There's no match made in heaven between you two no part was played by cupid From where I stand YOU are the one who's being stupid