Stressful Days

Nothin's goin right, Im so stressed out; My insides are in turmoil I think the butterflies are drunk. I have to manualy relax my jaws And unpurse my lips And when I do, Its almost painful. Theres a throbbing behind my eyes And when I close my eyes For more than a blink I have to pry them back open. Even thinking is hard Cuz the commanding thing in my thoughts Is my Baby And hes not with me And I miss him so bad. Days like this... Makes me wanna cry If I dont consciously refrain myself I WILL cry. I know its a combination of things Thats making this day sucky But something as simple as a hug From my Darling Would change sooo much... I miss my Love:-(