Stratagem

[an aria] 

Anticipation's keened
    And desire's as sharp as a knife;
But longing is a fiend 
    Who both lengthens and shortens life.

        I'm fed to the teeth with people
        telling me I'm too good to read,
        that connection's an obstacle,
        and I fail where I most succeed.
        A vain person will toss it off,
        and think greatness you can't force-feed,
        but their feelings I cannot slough,
        so they too weigh me down and plead.
        They say that recognition waits,
        and only forward momentum 
        crushes the doubt that hesitates 
        the tip of my pen's stratagem.
        But still, I am alone right now
        in a world where my feelings bleed
        because I am ignored somehow
        just for being 'too good to read.' 

Anticipation's keened
    And desire's as sharp as a knife;
But longing is a fiend 
    Who both lengthens and shortens life.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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March 26, 2016 at 10:11 PM
AC Benus, you've expressed yourself well, I like the way you ended the poem. Please keep writing and sharing your poetry when you have time. Happy Easter ** LOVE LINDA
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May 29, 2022 at 7:02 AM
Thank you!
A  Avatar
August 10, 2015 at 10:43 PM
AC. B., a wonderful read.... LOVE *SKAT*
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May 29, 2022 at 7:02 AM
Thank you!
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