Straight In the Eye: Part 1

I'm so weird.
I don't feel like I belong
I've feared
That life will soon end for me like a song
Please, don't forget me
I beg for His forgiveness
Please, don't reject me
Do you see the hopelessness
In my eyes?
I look at the Lord of the Flies
Straight in the eye
Straight in the eye
Am I a devil or an angel?
Deliver me from fear...
God draws near . . . 
Fill my heart with cheer
Steer me away from troubles
Before my anxiety doubles
I'm so lost.
I'm so lost in my bewilderment
I'm so lost, 
Grazing in my own maze
I'm so weird...
I feel so ugly
I'm an odd ball...
No one likes me
Don't abandon me or neglect me in any shape or form
For, I've been trapped in my solitary dorm . . . 
Forever wandering in the chambers of my mind
Maybe, there's some gold to find...
Perhaps, life isn't that bad after all
All I have to do is stand tall...&, of course, give it my all

(SHTILL IN THE EDITING WORLD)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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