Stopped

I stopped crying for a woman
Who doesn't want me anymore.
I stopped trying to make sense
Of a love that was no more.
I stopped trying to make that woman
Know how much I hurt.
I stopped worrying about a lost love
& put my feelings first.
I stopped thinking about her
& wondering how she's doing.
This obsession I was having
Was causing my life to be in ruins.
I stopped thinking about her new love
Was he better than me?
The more I thought about it
It caused me so much misery.
I stopped looking at her pictures
But damn, she's so fine.
It just messed with my sanity
My life was no longer mine.
I stopped calling & texting
No kind of contact.
I need to get her out of my head
I want my life back.
I stopped writing all of these love poems
That were all about her
People said I was "PuxXxy Whipped"
They're right, I concur.
I stopped chasing after her
& begging to talk to her .
It just made me look foolish
Like some deranged stalker.
I stopped lying in bed
Because all I did was cry & weep.
I couldn't take it no more
& I was losing too much sleep.
I stopped worrying & praying
That we'd get back together.
I'll just put her, in the back of my mind
& try to forget her.
I Stopped!
I Stopped!
I Stopped!
Now it's time to START...........living again.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Cee Avatar
February 5, 2015 at 5:43 PM
Oh I'm not totally relieved from the pain. The writing helps, but it's just a temporary fix. I don't feel as much pain as I did before, but I still hurt.
Travis Avatar
February 4, 2015 at 6:00 PM
I am glad you found relief from the pain. It takes me a while to get there and with some I am not sure I ever will.
Cee Avatar
February 5, 2015 at 5:44 PM
Oh I'm not totally relieved from the pain. The writing helps, but it's just a temporary fix. I don't feel as much pain as I did before, but I still hurt.
Roper Avatar
February 3, 2015 at 12:31 AM
Awesome write, Robert, a new beginning. Blessings dear friend Eve 7
Cee Avatar
February 3, 2015 at 6:04 PM
Thank You Eve. I truly appreciate it. This poetry thing is helping me in ways I could never imagine. Years ago I wrote just to kill time, but now it is really helping me cope & understand things better.
Petersen Potter Avatar
February 2, 2015 at 1:37 PM
Powerful pen! so good that you stopped getting hurt. xxx D.
Cee Avatar
February 2, 2015 at 7:11 PM
Thank You. I truly appreciate that. I am still hurting, but to be honest with you, since I've started writing again, I'm feeling a little better. Once again, Thank You.
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