Stop It! - Just- Stop!

I’m tired,
tired of all the drama,
tired of relationships 
not working.
Tired of carrying other 
people’s qualms on my shoulders
Can’t they see?

Don’t they realize? 
They are draining my energy?
Can’t they see I’ve shut down?
My body might, 
be present but my mind is not,
with a facial expression
that gives nothing away
people just assume
I’m willing and able
to go on, to listen, to take in and to give advice…

That I don’t need a time out 
to establish my needs and my desires…
Would that make me selfish?
To want to be by myself
and enjoy being me
without being a friend, 
a shoulder to cry on or
the one person that glue mutual 
friendships together?

I’m here but I’m not
I’ m listening but I can’t hear 
I’m looking at you but I can’t see 
I’m tired
drip dried
all of you are draining me.
See this smile?
It isn’t real
It’s your problem
It’s not  for me to feel…

Leave me alone 
get off my back
stop pestering me
stop this melodrama attack…

*the day I wrote this one, I just had enough of everybody so this is what I came up with, today I can laugh about it , thinking to myself I was so silly that day ;)*
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Dietrich Avatar
May 5, 2011 at 8:38 PM
Hey, this could go with that bird picture. Teehee!!!
K. Avatar
July 10, 2010 at 1:15 AM
oooh somebody just let of A LOT of steam >.< ---- very good for you though!! Glad you were able to express your feelings and just let it out--I suppose you felt a bit better after this? I hope so! I can only imagine how stressful things can be for you! Great write! -- nikko :)
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