Still Trying

I can't stop crying. My happiness dying. But I keep trying. Keep on fighting. Fighting the heart brake. Fighting the pain. Although I know without you it will never be the same. Still I keep trying. My hopes dying. But I'm not buying. That I'll be okay. I won't be okay. Because you're gonen That's why I'm sitting here. Writing this song. Still I keep trying. High spirits dying. Oh look I'm crying. What a surprise. Tears streaming from my eyes. No more love to give. Still I keep trying. Even tho. Inside I'm dying. Oh look a cut on my wrist. This is my new form of bliss. I can't stop this. But it's okay. Maybe I'll finally go away. I begged you to stay. But you went. Now my hearts forever bent. Soul has a dent. Not at all content. Oh look another cut. All because you called me a ****. Still I keep trying. Hoping I'm dying. Cause to defy depression. I have to die. So tonight I say goodbye.