Still Standing

In a crowded room I still feel alone I still wonder why I'm missing something how to make things right again Angry moments lead to actions but unspoken feelings lead to non What should I do? My heart aches and my soul yearns but my mind runs in place Feeling broken and bruised, tattered and torn, alone and lonely Wishing for moments of time back and reviewing lessons I've learned The best way to love is to forgive and not to try and earn Standing up for what I deserve is so hard especially when I havent always felt deserving, worthy, or appreciative But I am worth love unconditionally, I am worth grace, mercy, and forgiveness and so are you.