Still On the Fence

We say our past is in our past but when it comes to us it never really is Doubt destroys faith when you don't want to trust the happiness we're both guilty of that I still look at you in amazement of how I got this far To be able to feel so comfortable and so safe To be able to look at your pictures and long for you I no longer look and long for him like I do for you Your my every thought and intention but I still want him as only my friend I know who I am and I'll always stay true I role play in my head and I always pick you I think you need to see my face To know that I'm sincere I don't know what else you want me to do