Stay Alive

"Stay alive for my sake!"
I need you to try
and understand together,
why plates are crashing.
And hair is being pulled
out in clumps.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
From Mum and Dad 
I have learned to fight.
I need to fight with you.
Because you are smaller 
than our two big brothers.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
We are at boarding school now.
I love you, but my jealously
makes me want to hurt you.
so, when there are screams
on your first night....
I pretend that's normal.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
I realise at last
how much you love me.
And I want to love you back.
Also, I am getting married now,
and need a beautiful bridesmaid.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
We need each other
more than ever,
to see us through
this scary place
called marriage.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
I know what you 
have lived through.
More than the children
you suffered so much for.

"Stay alive for my sake!"
I love you! I love you!!
I am your mother.
I am your sister.
I am your best friend.
I am your touchstone.
I see the light
that shines in you
while others are blind.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Turner Avatar
January 18, 2016 at 5:06 PM
All of my siblings have passed before me. I am happy for you and thank you for sharing this beautiful love story.
Murray Avatar
January 18, 2016 at 5:22 PM
How nice of you to call it that Daniel. She rang me every day, sometimes twice, when I was at my lowest and thinking "If I wasn't here, their father could come back to this house, and they would all live happy ever after." Hence her quote "Stay alive for my sake", tears choking her.
Bauer Avatar
January 18, 2016 at 4:46 PM
very touching, jean, with a wonderful ending...
Murray Avatar
January 18, 2016 at 5:16 PM
Thank you Ilene.
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