Starved

I'm exhausted, tired, and dizzy from all the yelling g about my life and who's in it does it deserve to be starved? starved from being call hideous names s that still surface a nobody love turn into lust and lust killed with the vengeance of hate that past experiences always block what I am doing in life now memories of me being in fear r of moving gestures s that made me jump into a frenzy strong eyes and determination pulled me back from death.... Examine my inner self I chose to be full. full of life lessions of experience , positive or negative....with a so called ugly and fictitious soul, I bring out the handsome poet that will always be full in my eyes!!!