Standing Shatterd

Its such a sustaind feeling Im so filled up wit sorrow and pain, its a disease that over runs my thoughts, is this reality or am I going insane Im not me anymore, "me" has came and gone Im left with nothing but this distorted image the cold winds of today have already blown the bitterness sets in, the cuts are so deep, The blood trickles slowly for its the only way I win, Trying to hold it together, its not getting any better, The sun has left my death, in this rainy weather, everyone is here, but they've all gone away they've left me to break in fear, Im dying everyday and im standing shatterd