Standing Above, You Watched Me Drown

My struggle
My panic
Was just amusement to you
What was happening didn't matter
The water wasn't filling your lungs
Wasn't making your chest beat like a drum
Counting down the seconds
Before your chest collapsed
Before your last thought
Left
Your mind

No 
It was my lungs
My chest
My thought 
My mind
The very mind that once trusted you
That once called you best friend 
That once was manipulated into believing it was loved
By you

The most painful part
When you were drowning
I reached out my hand
to help you
And you pulled me in

You used my body 
as a ladder
You were never struggling
It was an act
A trick

As soon as you could
You called out to my demons
And they gladly came

Screaming for mercy 
They pulled at my ankles
My thighs
My torso 

My last thought explored the feeling of pain
Pain leaking into my heart
Killing me before the water could

Standing above
You watched me drown
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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August 23, 2015 at 12:11 AM
Ellie,, Congratulations on having your poem featured on the homepage. **SKAT**
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August 18, 2015 at 7:38 AM
Powerful. being pulled down to drown, would be excruciating, being watched while it happened, even worse! Gave me chills...
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August 13, 2015 at 1:57 AM
Congrats on ur awesome winning write Ellie!
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August 13, 2015 at 1:44 AM
Ellie, Congratulations on your win. SKAT LOVE
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August 7, 2015 at 11:48 PM
Hi Ellie, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry when you are ready :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
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August 6, 2015 at 6:18 PM
Ellie, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
Deremer Avatar
August 6, 2015 at 6:03 PM
What a great poem! If I may ask, what was the inspiration for this poem?
Poshiwa Avatar
August 6, 2015 at 8:14 AM
Great write...love...xxx
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