Stained Glass Child

Stained glass child, I see your window every day
A picture of innocence, purity being portrayed
Can’t tell if happy, such an expressionless face
As my black soul passes, this once sacred place

Thy stature diminished, thy name is desecrate
This window screams at me, you abandoned faith
A symbol of times past, the masses came to pray 
Forsaken by doubt, and my religion went astray 

Lost without direction, I attempted another route
Trees where stripped bare, of low hanging fruit
Can anyone be sure, what dwells beyond demise
Out of reach answers, high in the canopy reside 

So the stained glass window, gives nothing away
No sadness, just indifference to a divergent sway
Inscrutable indecipherable, a picture froze in glaze
Enduring illustration, of our past ecclesiastic days

Later life offered, more than reflection and prayer
Leaving surreality, stumbled upon a hedonistic lair
A craving for escapism, morphs to delusional need
I descended into oblivion, an atheist in the weeds 

Now searching amongst theories, some I embrace
Seeking out some creator, in the medium of space
From quantum to infinite, amid macro micro waves
Alas reality of life, may only be found down a grave

Stained glass child, with the halo above your head
Embedded in a window, framed with softened lead
Watching you as my life, inexorability draws an end
Have I missed the point, where you my only friend

Soul Betrayal Poetry Contest
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Ermine Avatar
September 12, 2020 at 5:07 PM
... Excuse late commenting.... Your pacing here, as always yours, is ideal. Heart on sleeve bravery. Stunningly wonderful write, David. We're all aware how heavily built the podiums are in Poetry Soup. Religion is an outlook, I suppose. I figure we must be very strong to construct a worthy table of guidelines, providing bountiful joy to adhere with. The wrath among mortals is astounding, leaves a sour taste for many. Your verses are valuable indeed.
Kavanagh  Avatar
September 13, 2020 at 2:25 PM
I am indeed Sigrid but very much influenced by America the good and the bad, ha ha you sound so shocked, love that reaction, priceless
Ermine Avatar
September 13, 2020 at 11:53 AM
You're Irish!..... not American....
Kavanagh  Avatar
September 13, 2020 at 8:49 AM
Thank you so much again Sigrid your too kind, in Ireland here we where all brainwashed by the church into believing they held the keys to heaven, then all the sexual abuse scandals came out and we realized it was rotten at the core, I think I was trying to say the imagery in the church window held more truth than the church itself, cheers David
Pigeon Tart Avatar
July 22, 2020 at 2:13 PM
So much in this. So much I relate to. xomo
Kavanagh  Avatar
July 22, 2020 at 2:22 PM
Cheers super mo, a brief walk through life, we all try to find our way, well most of us cheers David
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