Spite

I’m just so drained Im slap out of fight It’s rained and rained Drowned is my sight My world is so dark I can’t find the light If there were an escape I’d be on the next flight But this isn’t right My neighbors can see My chest feels tight I struggle to breathe I keep on moving But what am I proving I search for relief For something soothing It won’t come tonight Tomorrow, it might But I’m fairly certain It won’t, out of spite